Chapter 18Experiences on the Higher Planes · An Illumined Mind Experience
Book 12. Part Four: The Fundamental Realisations of · Section Three: Spiritual Experiences and Realisations
You probably went up into the illumined Mind which has a pale and occasionally seeing the flash of the full orb of the Divine Truth.
It is always a mistake for the mind to become active and wanting to know while the experience is going on — it usually stops the experience or disturbs or alters it in some way. The mind must remain passive till the experience is over.