Chapter 10315 August 1967
Book 2. Part Two: Conversations
have my full support. I never told you that you were doing wrong, did I? Now, once and for all you must understand that unless people are true yogis, out of the ego, completely sur-rendered to the Supreme, they can’t understand. How could they? They see with all the exterior eyes and knowledge; they see exterior things and appearances. They don’t see the inside. When we have stopped expecting appreciation from the outside, that is from human beings, we have no reason to complain. They appreciate, so much the better for them. They don’t appreciate, it doesn’t matter. It’s their own look-out. We do things not to please them, we do things because we feel that that is to be done.
I have never expected appreciation, Mother.
Perhaps things are coming to compel you to take up that position — because that is the liberation, that is the true liberation.
Not from ego, but I am a sadhu by nature. I don’t need anything at all.
That is all right, but also you must not need the appreciation of your own family.
With all my failings and weaknesses, I don’t need anything at all. I don’t need any appreciation.
Then you can’t suffer. Because the only thing that you need is the support of the Divine, and you have it. Then you can’t suffer.
But I am suffering very much.
Yes, there is a conflict in your being. One part of your consciousness knows but there is still one part that is the slave of circumstances.
(Silence)
Perhaps all that has been coming upon you for the supreme and the total liberation. And if you take it as the expression of the Grace, you will see the result. Peace, a peace that nothing can disturb, perfect equanimity and a strength that never fails.
(Long silence)
Take it as a new birth today. The new life that is beginning.