Chapter 5June 16, 1962

That, you know, was what I was always striving for: a sudden surge into the supreme Light, into the Eternal and the Infinite, and then into dazzled wonder. And then, instead of being dazzled by it, it becomes your normal state.

That's really something. And that's what I wanted to give you.

All right.

Well, I don't know....

Just imagine – it's easier for me to give you the other thing!

All right, we're going to try. We'll try.

(silence)

Oh! You want Her to tell you She knows you? But She's telling you! She has told you many a time!

You want Her to say: "You are mine, my very own?" You want to SEE Her?

Yes.

(meditation)

It's going to take a long time, this business.107 When I look ahead, I see no radical change (that is, a change of organization, of life and so forth) before a VERY long time, a very long time. We have to have a lot of patience.

No, it's not a matter of patience – it's like this (Mother holds her hands above her head, open to the Eternal).

(silence)

It gives me the feeling of a bell that no one rings! It's there on the table (you know, those little dinner bells)... and no one rings it.

Well.