Chapter 4February 13, 1971

has not come yet. So I am waiting.

The only thing is the 21st.... I said (maybe too soon, I don’t know) that I would go out on the balcony; therefore I MUST go out on the balcony. Right now it looks... problematical, but.... I can’t take one step without being supported.

We’ll see. There’s still a week.

It’s entirely beyond my will – it’s not that the will isn’t there, but... (immutable gesture). So I have to say, “Well, what will be will be.”

Yes, Mother.

(After the reading of chapter 13, “And After?”)

I find what you wrote truly miraculous, you know.

(long contemplation)

(Mother reads her message for Indian radio.)

“True liberty is an ascending movement, not yielding to the lower instincts. True liberty is a divine manifestation. We want the true liberty for India so that she may be the right example for the world as the

demonstration of what humanity must become.”

* * * (After the reading of Chapter 14 of On the Way to Supermanhood, “The Victory over Death.”)

I have the feeling of a new consciousness being formed.