Chapter 2December 3, 1970

And German?... If there were someone...

(silence)

It leaves me the whole day in a very comfortable atmosphere.

We still have some time. We can still have a little moment of quiet.

(meditation)

From this day, Mother went through a long ordeal that lasted more than a month and a half. That will be the last turning point after those of 1962 and 1968. Satprem will see her again only on January 16. On December 31, her faithful cashier Satyakarma left his body, the last in the unhappy series that deprived Mother of her most reliable helpers. In the course of this ordeal, Mother was affected successively in the chest, the abdomen, then the legs and down to the feet. The first bedsores appeared on her back.