Savitri
A Legend and a Symbol

Chapter 11Ego and Its Forms · Vanity

Book 5. Part Two: Sadhana on the Level of the Vital · Section Three: Vital Defects

It [vanity] is one of the things most difficult to get rid of. Even when the mind is unmoved, something in the vital or physical or perhaps even some little bit on the surface at once starts vibrating.

* It is possible that X has experiences for he has probably some mental force and through that can build up mental realisations of what he reads, but he lives in the vital and whatever he experiences or receives the vital takes it and makes it a hundred times bigger in its construction than it really is. His claims are preposterous. It is evident that, like most people, he has no idea what the supramental is or he would never talk like that. People who live in the vital and have much vanity (there have been several examples here too) easily get the idea that they have attained everything, are without ego, all they receive is from the Divine (even when a magnified ego is driving them) etc. etc., for the vital ego is eager to arrive, to be big, to be siddha, and it persuades itself very easily that it is all these things. Let him however go on his own way; it is no use disturbing his self-content, as probably it is the only kind of self-expression he can do.

* When vanity is there on a big scale, it usually works like that. The man feels the energy in all he does and mistakes the energy for high accomplishment. It is a common error. The high accomplishment is in only one or two fields.

* It is vanity, but it is not humbug,4 unless he does not believe in it. If he does not believe in it, it is humbug, but it is not vanity.

4 A doctor went about claiming that he could cure people because the Mother’s Force worked through him. The correspondent asked, “Is not all this humbug?” — Ed.