Savitri
A Legend and a Symbol

Chapter 13Mental Difficulties and the Need of Quietude · Confusion

Book 1. Part One: Sadhana on the Level of the Mind · Section One: The Mind and Sadhana

The mind has to be remoulded and changed, but in a definite way, becoming more and more full of the Light and Truth. In that way it will begin to take on a luminous consistency and become “stronger and stronger till it is dependable”. A mere confused instability is not the right way. When the confusion comes, you should remain quiet, reject it and call in the Mother’s light and force.

* Who does not feel the confusion or ignorance somewhere in himself so long as the full light and the true force have not come? Your mistake is to be always thinking about the confusion and struggling with it, dwelling on it, magnifying it by thinking about it, treating it as if it were the only thing real and true. When you feel the force, turn to the force and let it act — it is that force and not you or your brooding and struggles that can get rid of the your faith and confidence are of the “true” kind or not? To feel the force, be quiet, let it act is all that is needed.

* If you can stand back from all this [mental commotion] and observe calmly and clearly and precisely, this confusion of voices ought to stop.1 It is only a part of the mind that is like that. But you get absorbed by this part and then it looks as if it were the whole mind that is confused. If you stand back from it and observe it with your real mind, then this small part will lose its power to confuse.